Thursday, July 23, 2009

I wish....

Yeah, I don't know that its a great way to start a blog with "I Wish...." because usually its full of things that you either a) don't need b) you are having a pitty party c) you are upset about something....

Yeah so all those are probably why this blog is happening, but we all have days like this...

I wish I could just know if this will all turn out good

I wish I could help everyone...some need jobs...some need money...some are just in need...

I wish people would stop trying to steal students from MBC (yes I said that out loud!)...

I wish more people had a heart for our College..you know the place where you life was changed, where you learned what God really wants for you to do, where you met your husband or wife, where you saw revival, where you heard some of the greatest preachers in the world, where John R. Rice, Jack Hyles, Lee Roberson, Tom Malone, and many more Giants stood in its pulpits and told you not to quite...

I wish Tim didn't have to travel every week, but I know he's doing it because he wants us to live debt-free...

I wish I could do something to help encourage my pastors!

I wish my furniture was here so I could make our apartment feel like home for the students

I wish I was talented and creative in everything I do

I wish I didn't fail my Heavenly Father daily...

I wish my entire family was saved from Hell...

I wish I would not be feeling this way! lol

I am going to get off now and finish getting everything packed for the National Sword of the Lord conference! I am so excited as this is my first time there! I know my life will be changed, when there is preaching all week long and you get to sit right in the middle of it, you heart has to be changed! I am ready to meet with God and see what he has for Tim and I!

Please pray for us as we travel down, pray that we will meet with God, pray that we will have time with our family on the way home, pray that lives would be changed :)

Much love!

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

To My Best Friend....

I wrote this yesterday and forgot to post it here...



8 Years ago today, you made a vow, a promise that You would Take Me to be your wife. To have and to hold, From this day forward, For better, for worse, For richer, for poorer, In sickness and in health, To love and to cherish, 'Till death do us part....and there hasn't been one day you did not keep those promises. We have had our valleys, our "I don't think I can do this anymore" moments but through it all, our love for one another out shined the darkness. I want to thank you for being there when no one else was, for loving me when no one else did, for always thinking about me and making sure I am taken care of. I want to thank you for always being you, for providing, for sharing, for caring and most of all, for serving our Heavenly Father with your whole heart. God has given me such a special gift when he gave me you as a husband. I never dreamed of marrying someone as amazing as you. I look forward to spending the rest of my life with you and thank God for such a special gift. You are a great husband, and I couldn't ask for anything more...I love you Tim Lee...and Always will....you are my best friend....my favorite :)

Monday, July 6, 2009

When You make a Difference...

Sometimes we just need to be reminded as to why we are here....

I am thankful for God and His never ending love for me...I must remember that He loves me even when I do wrong, and that I MUST love others even when they may fail me....

I am thankful for the friends God has given me....I am not perfect and neither are they, I need to remember to have more patience....

I am thankful for 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th....and so on chances.....I must not say "I won't give them another chance"....God could easily say that to us....

I must remember there are no little or big sins to God.....Sin is sin.....we all do it, we all must ask for forgiveness...don't judge.....

I would not be where I am today had it not been for God....I must make sure to live for Him so that I don't lead someone in the wrong direction....

God is good....all the time!